Sometimes I sit in my bed wondering what to all of these people want from me I can't be everything that everyone wants. I'm always trying to live up to what everyone expects from me but, I can only handle so much. Everyone says wow shes a strong girl yeah I am strong but i have my own problems to deal with i dont need theirs on top of mine. i really can't take it anymore i want to break free and show everyone the real me and express to someone how i feel but, when i think about it i think that it might scare them.
i act like i love the life that i live and yeah i do always have a smile on my face but thats only me covering up what i have held in side for so long soon enough im not going to be able to handle it because a person can only handle so much before they break and I have finaly broke.
