Missing You

I love you ten times more than you think I do,
Andd everytime I'm with him, I pretend that I'm with you.

Soo even if I could go days,
or even weeks without a call,
You never seem to leave my mind at all.

I miss your little smileys,
andd the wayy you said my name.
But you could easily live without me,
soo here's a switch up in the game.

I'm not thinking about you anymore,
in fact, you never cross my mind.
I try not to regret you,
but you were a waste of time.

I've got this picture in my head,
where I turn around andd walk awayy.
Andd you ask me for forgiveness,
andd beg me to stayy.

But that will never be a reality,
that will never become true.
Andd I cann just keep on pretending,
that i'm not still missing you. :)

This was written for a very special person, who doesn't seem to notice me anymore. We'll just call him; My Black Ken Doll :)