Drunk enough as it was
didn't need more alcohol
wild dancing and tripping up
losing everything, no control
didn't need your hand right then
never would on long cold nights
didn't see the trouble coming
with endless tears and fights
didn't need to be told not to
it was him that i was kissing
pointless to tell me not to
no way I'd ever listen
didn't need him to say how old he was
that i already knew
he was older, he knew better
but still our feelings grew
hated the thought of relationships
feeling trapped just wasn't my thing
commitment overwhelmed me
and trust was hard to bring
i didn't need to give it up
but i was too young to understand
now i know that he knew better
but still he held my hand
i didn't need to be warned that night
a part of me already knew
everything so complicated, feeling so confused
no idea where i was going, didn't know what to do
i never was dependent on him
but before i didn't know
i didn't give it up to him
and now he's the one that can't let go
