I have a sudden craving for the taste of your lips and the feel of your touch,
and even though you are not with me, for you, i fear i love to much.
It is hard to shadow myself behind a mask that hides my love I felt so strong.
But it is worse to hear from your sweet, tender lips that these past few months have gone all wrong.
You can tell me the same lie a thousand times but it never gets any more true.
You can yell at me that your heart is empty, but deep down i know i mean something to you.
A young women who is more than what i will ever be is exactly what you wanted, and its exactly what you got.
I comprehend she can make you smile and that you probally care for her alot.
But the gorgeous girl of highest perfection is now where i used to be in your arms every night.
I know that you probably care for her alot, but im scared that without me, you finally got it right.
I want you to know that even though you are all i can think of, even without you here, my heart wont listen.
I jsut need to remind myself that there may be plenty compatitibilities of hers that i lack...
but with that said, i tell myself, you never lose by loving, you lose by holding back.
