My Fault

Everyone is treating me
like a fragile little girl
they don't understand
that my world is about to fall

Telling me that everything
will all be okay
that hes happier now
that hes been taken away

Telling me lies
i don't wanna hear
cant u see?
i still feel his fears

Hes gone and there's
a part missing from me
but none of you care
and none of you see

When i close my eyes
i hear him cry
see him lying lifeless
i refuse to say goodbye

I wont let him go
like u all say i should
i wont recover from this
like u all said i would

His face always
haunts me in my dreams
i wake up in a sweat
no one heard his silent screams

And every time i try
to reach out and grab his hand
he seems so far away
in another distant land

Its all your fault!
he died because of you!
because you didn't see
what he was going through

As i stand in front of the mirror
saying these things
i gaze at my reflection
and the pain it brings

And then i see your face
instead of mine
staring with those eyes
why did u leave me behind?

The glass shatters
as i throw it against the wall
i want to fly to you
but instead i fall

Broken glass
everywhere
I'm tempted to pick it up
and let it tear

I fall to my knees
wanting to run away
i wanna be with you
so i begin to pray

But as soon as i
close my eyes
your there again
torturing me with ur cries

This is all my fault
i can only blame myself
i did this to you
made you kill yourself