Between reason and .you.

I've been told
that these decisions are some of the easiest
however I beg to differ
because it's these that slowly,are eating me alive

cross examinations
through both my objective and I
my ability to cope, on a rampage
leaving its path of destruction through those i care about most

I thought this may have been a phase
and I'd mysteriously break through this wall of indecision
but it stands strong as ever
impenetrable, pristine

and I'm left to ponder
the inevitable is staring me down
and though I'd love to cave under its pressure
I know I'm too strong for that

so I overthrow this diabolical affliction
and attempt to remain rational
as I pour out my heart and soul
and pray it's all you'd hoped for