I tHought yOu wiLL bE my aNGEL
gOnNA pRoteCt mE
gOnNa sAve mE
fROm dA dArksiDE oF tHE LifE..
i tHOught yOu wiLL mAke mE feEL diFfeRENt
bUt im tOtaLLy wrONg
evErytHiNg is stiLL tHE sAme
nOthiNg cHAnge..
i tHOught yOu wiLL mAke mE feEL impoRtaNt
i dOnt kNOw wHy
i fELt uSELEsS, uNimpORtaNt
i gUEsS im nObody tO yOu, rIght?
i tHOught yOu wiLL nEed mE
tO bE oN yOUr siDE
tO bE with yOu
tO suPPort yOu
to LOve yOu
and tAke cAre of yOu
Like i nEed yOu
bUt yOu are nOt
me, dOEsnt mEan anytHing tO you..
i tHought yOu gOnNa bRiNg tHE brigHt Light iNto my Life
bUt it's cLOUdy arOund mE nOW
im dROWning
i cANt bREAth at aLL..
i tHought yOu gOnNa mAke mE smiLE
oNCe agAin
aNd pErhaps tHAt smiLe gOnnA wAsh aLL tHE sAdneSs iNside my hEArt
bUt i cANt smiLe at aLL
aNd my seLf kEeP wOnderiNg abOut it..
i tHOUght you gOnNa bRing mE happinEss
i kEep searcHing fOr it fOR aLL tHE timE befoRe
i cOULdnt fiNd it
i gUEss i mUSt keEp LoOking fOR it, riGht?
am i LOSt fRom my wAy?..
am i tHink tOo mUch abOUt uS?
tHis is my hOpe
aNd nOW im hOPeLEsS
i dOnt wAnNA expeCt tOo mUCh fROm yOu anymORE
bEcause eAch dAy
im suFfeR
it's hUrtiNg mE sO mucH
rEaLLy painfUL iNSidE
im spEechLEss nOW..
oRiginAL by me,
ndia abduLLAh,
dOnt miSUnderstAnd hOW i feEL
'cAuse i've tRiEd
yEs i'vE triEd
bUt stiLL,
i DOnt kNOw wHy
Why,
weLL i CAnt eXpLAin
wHy it's nOt enOUgh
i giVE it aLL tO yOu
aNd if yOU leAve mE nOW
jUSt LEave mE nOw
it'S beTTEr tHing tO do
it's timE tO surREndER
it's tOO LONg pRetendiNg
tHEre's nO use in tRyiNg
wHEn tHE piEces dOnt fit it anymoRe
-jAmes mOrriSOn-
