Dear my beloved ayah,
when you're gone..
im begin to lose my strengh
im crying at night..
listening to the sound of empty walls,
when im alone..
im trully miss you so much.
it's hard for me to take it..
but i know..
i have too..
people see im laughing and smile all the time..
but they do not know
the other side of me..
i wish you'll be by my side..
eventhough just for a while
i just wanna see your smile
i just wanna hear your voice
once again..
the last thing i want to remember is
the love in your eyes..
we may be too far away from each other..
in different world..
but in my heart..
you're never too far..
we'll stay..
for all eternity.
after you are gone forever from my life..
i realized..
we should always value what we have next to us,
and
cherish every moment of it..
make it last cause we never know.
what we have until it's gone..
do appreciate everything in our life..
as i now
look towards for a new and brilliant future..
perhaps the sun shall rise and read for a brighter day..
your little girl will be strong..
she have too..
no matter what happen..
have to be strong to face the reality of this life
have to take time..
and strengh again to move on..
as you always wanted her to be..
insya ALLAH..
al-fatihah for you,
moga aman kau di sana..
amin..
in memory,
abdullah bin muda
(1st july 1948 - 1st january 2008)
andai ku punya kesempatan untuk kali terakhir..
