Keeping a secret from my friends was something I don't want to do,
But it seems I can't have their support and be with him too.
I love him with all my heart, and it tears me apart to lie,
I'm lying to the friends who always help me when I cry.
I'm lying to the friend that got me through my hard days,
Now I can't tell her why I'm in this loving haze.
I can't tell her why I'm putting hearts on everything I write,
For telling her the truth will only end in a fight.
It's hard to tell your best friend you're dating someone she hates,
He did to her what he did to me back in much earlier dates.
She doesn't know him now; she doesn't know he's changed,
Ever since their last meeting they have been estranged.
She doesn't see what I see; she doesn't see his love,
She doesn't see he fits into my life like a glove.
So against her wishes and behind her back I go,
I am so scared to tell her, but she really needs to know...
Erika
more of a venting poem. not very good i dont think..
