Hate myself for what i said.... as true as it was....i just needed to know you would talk to me.... now you say our friendship is over....
In a moment i shattered.... my whole world collapsed... couldnt cry even tho i was inside.... now to hear someone remind me that i wont have you in my life ever....
Crying.... loathing myself..... wanting beyond belief to add to the physical pain.... wondering how i can still love u.... wishing things could change, be how they were
