So much sadness and remorse is filled in each verse... I felt that random thoughts are composed together...
overall a good write...

Hope that there is not that much sadness in your life as depicted by your poem... keep smiling...

keep writing..

Contradictions & Confusion you see what I don't mean. As your poem reflects Contradictions may be addictions that confuse, or refuse to get to the root cause of a problem. We all need somebody to lean on so why not lean on me? I might have a problem you understand

Oh woww. This is full of depressiveness, but yet very well written. Emotions are extremely clear in this poem. I think you did a very good job expressing saddness. 5/5.