Forgotten Love

Biting my nails nervously in the dark
Wondering if he is thinking of me
Pulling the cold sheets over my moist eyes
Making sure its only black I can see

Knowing Im not the only lonely girl
Who avoids sleep with thoughts of just him
Thinking of him is all I seem to do
One mention of him sends sparks to my limbs

The empty space behind my dark eyelids
Each night plays a movie of me and you
Begins with a smile, ends with a tear
All films vary from false to being true

Random points in the night I call your name
Waking myself from my once peaceful sleep
Switching back from dreams to reality
Scarring me with memories to always keep

My room in the night becomes a dark hell
Filled with movies that cause me to go blind
Demons in the wall taunt me with his name
His forgotten love is always on my mind

I feel this poem could very much be improved and I would love feedback on how this could become better :D THX!