I will try not to light off the flame

Dear,
Its been a while now
Im just wondering if you still love me.

i know i must stay strong
Even i get betrayed
I dont wish to light off the flame
But you just remain the same
For all i get was BLAME!

Dear,
Is your love towards me infatuation?
All i need is some explanation

What is not enough in me?
Am i not doing my part as a guy?
Or basically,you want to tell me goodbye?

Im always hurt!
When will you stop
Tell me
Pretty please with a pearl on top

You are changing
Do you know how am i feeling?

All i can do to make myself happy is to smile
Far away from you
In a thousand mile

when will you love me like you usually do?
When will you make me feel im so important to you?

From your daily attitude towards me
I think you love me no more
Why must i endure?

when will i stop crying?
i feel like im dying.
What will you do?

if you are in my shoe
My precious huhu

Aniway
I miss you
Since you are away
I love you
As i repeatly Say!

~fARiD~