It seems like only yesterday
that my heart began to fill up with pain
so inside the darkness i lay
waiting for your memory to drain
but in my head your figures stays
but your face isn't there
dreaming of you and better days
but no one really cares
when i see you in my dreams, i just want to cry
so many things that makes me die inside
so many years have passed since then
because I'm thirteen now and you died when i was ten
so long, live a life with out me
so many things I've wanted to see
but your funeral wasn't one
so here i am cryin' when everybody thinks I'm strong
because i see your figure, in the Autumn leaves as they fall
if i had you with me, I'd have it all
and there's a heart picture that i made for you in second grade
but on the fridge door, the picture stays
when the doctors said to my dad,"you are fine"
i grew new wings and started to fly
but the next day they told me you died
so my wings broke off and i started to cry
i dream of days when I'm by the front door
and you come home in your white car
but then i turn away and look at the floor
because my brain and heart are having a war
and i heard the calls that kill me as i cry to sleep
and in the darkness your figure creeps
and to let you know that when my tears fall
if i had you, you would swear that i have it all
