I cry myself to sleep
Hoping that someday
He will come back to me
And say sorry for
Loving me
Hurting me
Using me
And killing me
I know it wont happen
But I can always hope
I dream that in my sleep
He will knock upon my window
Grasp my hand
And take me away
And in this dream
We go to his place
And he never lets go
He kisses my lips
Ever so softly
Like never before
But then he is gone
And I'm back in my room
Crying myself to sleep
