Throw my heart into the sharp blades of a blender
watch my crimson regret trickle down my arm
tie the nus tightly around my neck
the scratching of the pills down my throat
but I'm free for a second as jump
pull the raged blade out of my back
open the door just to see it slammed back in my face.
pain is the only feeling i know is real
for every time i love my love in return is fake.
good bye good bye as i turn my own lights out
