by hateHIDINGtheREALme Jul 10, 2008
category :
Internet slang /
sadness
When ever i say im holding on i let go. Dreams and goals that your little girl had faded when she promised she would be diffrent. She was tolled were all the dangers were but still she wanted to walk right into them. She promised not to make the same mistakes but she didnt she made worse ones yet, she never finished anything she started. She laid on her bed asking god why¿ but she never got an answer. So young, just 10 she wished she could die...she took a blade,she thought she had cut deep enough but sadly when they found her she was still alive... at 11 her innocence was taken from her, she hated living but she allowed it so her sister would be safe...he promised not to hurt her but all he did was lie and take our innocence... at 12 she lost the only reason she lived for...she lost hope and decided to herself die... at 13 she took her first blunt...she was flying high until she hit and hit hard on the floor... she thought she was cool being 13 and being around older people getting high and drunk...waking up with a hangover she begged god for a chance to live happy but it always got worse...lonely nights were the worse, seeing the blood drip from her arm...that was a sign she was still alive...she could still feel... |