I doubt myself when I look at you
I think of all the damage you could do
I think of all the ways that you have changed my life
I strugle when I think that I could be your wife
I have an ache inside that never goes away
I look at you and smile yet wonder why I stay
My love for you is true of this I'm always sure
But yet I cant help think if life could hold out more
So everyday I hold out on you to keep my secret kept
I know if you knew how I felt youd rather that I left.
