A life I can't take any more.

Can't take the pain any longer
I don't see myself getting stronger
The screaming is getting out of hand
As of now, I can hardly even stand
The knife goes in deeper everyday
The blood drips slow, like I wish it would stay
Pill after pill
Dissolving I'm my stomach, feeling like it's about to spill
Starving myself for his sake
Attempts of drowning in the lake
Being hit everyday when I'm home
I feel better when I'm alone
Throwing their harsh words is a huge deal
But for now my lips must stay sealed
My skins being torn in all pieces,
As my love for people decreases