You left ..

All my life I waited for a person to walk into my life...
to shine my darkest days with their smile...
to light up my life when I am feeling down...
to draw a smile on my face and erase every frown ..
To just be who you are makes me a queen wearing that special crown...
you came into my life and changed every part of it...
erased all my past that was full of pain...
you stood beside me , gave me you’re shoulder to cry on ..
And told me that you and I are the same...
you were my everything... my past, present and future...
what we had was more than amazing ..
It was a valuable friendship I would never bare to give away...
I held on to what we had...
sacrificed everything in my life...left all the past behind me, and gave you my all just to make
you feel glad...
I was there for you like you were there for me...
we were like peanut butter and jam...
you were my eyes when I couldn’t see...
until one day something happened ..
It was an unexpected feeling that crashed into my heart...
an unexpected behavior that came from a person I cherish and love...
you...
it was a nightmare and a bad dream to me...
all I did was pray and hope ..And cry night and day...
I just couldn’t except the fact that you were gone...and that you walked away...
my mouth was numb, was out of words, and had nothing to say...
You might think that it’s easy to move on...
but i feel so numb I cant move...
my heart is bleeding and has a huge hole in it...
once you walked away...my heart shouted out your name...
cried out for you ..
So you can come back and fill that huge empty spot you left...
no use...
you were gone...
no longer here...
I wish I knew why...
i wish I could have the ability to turn back time just to see the smile on your face...
I can’t breathe...
I can’t move...I can no longer even fake a smile...
I am so weak to the extinct that my mind stop functioning,
all it does is repeat the letters of your name...
my heart is in shock...
its so fragile its shattered into tiny pieces that you can never put back together..
I am crying every night in my bed...
your all I think of, all I want, the thoughts of you keep on running inside my head!
I love you...
I still do...
i wish you can come back into my life...
at least for a second...
should I wait?
Or should I move on?
I keep on asking myself these hard questions...
but my heart screams out and says: I will love you forever, till the end of
time..