My life now

My life now

Siting here crying
My wrists are bleeding
My heart is racing
Memories through my head
I just wish i was dead

Sitting here wondering were i went wrong
Looking to find something i been holding on to
I keep loosing, y is life like a game

Sitting here there telling me what i want to hear
Deep down i already know the truth
I keep it to myself
It does no use talking without someone listen

I know my lifes changing
I am scared
Somehow i stay still
Frozen in time

Im shuting everyone out
I just want to be alone
Im so scared
What happins if i do something wrong