The thoughts keep running through my mind
the words that were said this time.
"youre worthess and stupid, a loser and dumb"
youve said them so many times i finally went numb.
but this time was different, my heart shattered to the floor
that was cold and hard but it didnt make a sound.
i started to cry and you yelled even more
told me to pack my shit, there is the door.
i ran to the bathroom and turned off the light
this would be our last and final fight.
i jumped in the shower and reached for the blade
the line was perfect, the best i ever made.
the water turns red, now no time for goodbyes
its time to stop this as i finally close my eyes.
