Theres some things Ive been wanting to say
since you said goodbye and walked away
I have wanted to hate you with all of my heart
but thats far from whats happened since we've been apart
its not that your a bad person or even a bad guy
its that I still loved you after the hundred times you made me cry
maybe if I hated you it would all be okay
that I wouldn't still cry wishing you would have stayed
I hate that I love you when I should hate you
that when you come around me I don't know what to do
and when your near it still hurts me so
and your still there even though you know
it kills me seeing you and knowing I love you but you don't feel the same
and I hate that you play with me at times like my heart is some toy and this is a game
I hate that I'm in love with you like a silly fool
and I hate that over my heart I let you rule
