This isn't goodbye, it's, i'll see you later

This isn't goodbye, it's, I'll see you later

When you feel you are ready,
To fly far to the heaven's above.
Promise me that you'll watch over us,
And send down your love.

When God calls your name,
And you spread your wings to fly.
Make sure you smile for me,
As you're soaring to wards the sky.

When the doors open for you,
And you start to walk away,
Remember you will always be in my heart,
I wish that you could stay.

If there are days where I cannot handle it,
Give me a simple sign,
To let me know you're up above,
Send a kiss from your lips to mine.

On the days where I break down,
Where I feel helpless and alone,
Remind me that you'll see me again,
The day that God calls me home.

Tell Grandma I miss her,
Tell everyone I said hi.
Be strong up in heaven, Daddy,
You'll always be with me, on the inside.

Your smile will be with me always,
I'll never forget the way you laugh.
The way you could tell one million jokes,
And the way you loved to dance.

I promise I'll turn on the Radio,
The way you did every day.
I'll take after you, Daddy,
To prove to you my memories won't fade.

I'll say good-night to you every night,
The way I do now.
I'll tell you I love you, when I look above,
I know you'll hear me somehow.

I love you Dad
You fought so hard for yourself and for all of us.
I know your fight isn't over yet, and I'm not giving up on you, Daddy. I'll never give up on you. I just wanted to let you know that if there is a time where God calls you home, that I love you. I love you and I'll pray to you every night when you're in heaven watching over us. No matter when you go, no matter how you go, I mean what I say. I'll miss you Daddy. I didn't want Cancer to take you away from me, but you were so strong. I get my strength from you, I can tell. You're so strong.

June 26, The day we found out my dads cancer spread further into his body and organs.

By: Heidi Berlin
July 12, 2008