My heart's desire

There are times that I cry myself at night

Wondering why my heart still longs for you

After you gave me pain and sorrows

Still it wants you and only you

I always ask myself

Why still I love you after all this time

Wherein I honestly want to forget you and move on

But still I just can't seems to move on from this spot

I keep on pretending

That I don't need you and that I've forgotten you

But it seems I can no longer fool myself

For deep inside me I always wanted and need you in my life

Why do I still keep on waiting?

Wherein I know that it is not me that you need

How would I move on to start my life all over again

If the road that I take always leads me back to you