If ever

If ever you say goodbye
I'd rather turn my back from you
Because it will hurt me so much for I don't wanna see
You go

Tell me or rather explain it
Why do you have to go and leave me all alone
How would I accept the fact that your gone
Wherein I know I may not see you again

Calling and texting you is all that I have
To feel your dear presence to mine
But we both know that this isn't enough
For i always want you by my side

Now what would I do?
Do I have to beg you? Do I have to kneel on you
Or do I have to ask you
Not to go and never leave me this way

And so… as I end this all up
I only ask you this favor, if you really have to go
Please don't let me know
For the tears will flow like a cold river in the spring