Staring at the wielded tool
razor blade to make a new blood pool
dripping down my opened wrists
thanking god; i almost missed
slowly i whisper to myself
while putting the razor back on the shelf
"slowly ease the pain"
"let the tension slowly drain"
and as the wound begins to heal
i realize none of this was real
cause the pain is still there
and they still all don't care
so i make... each slice deeper
each slice deeper
copyright->timothy h
