Time slows as we seem to drift away
As quickly as we found each other
I wish I was worth something to keep
But as we feel more apart, you only wish to bleed
Alone in my mind, my thoughts only corrode me
Breathing deeper each second spent away
But when I see you there it all comes back and theres too much to say
I cannot hate you as much as you want me to because I know its not your fault
Were slipping apart from each other and its really hard
Losing control that I never even had, the blade still in my hand
You dont want to let go but you know theres not much left
And as we try to put this past us, were running out of breath
I cant just walk away without something broken
You could watch me turn away but not without knowing
Theres gotta be something left
It just cant be over yet
Summer is leaving its mark, like a bright red sunburn turning into a tan arm
Youre losing your mind and I just dont have the heart, to let go
But as I try to pretend the pieces arent there we both know
That if this is how its gonna be, is it even worth it?
When we both know this might be how it will always go
Months separate us now but what if when that turns into years
Youre falling apart, I cant just disappear
Even though I feel like I might have to, even though Im scared
We knew it wouldnt be easy but who knew it would get this bad
I just want you to know, if I leave, I wont ever forget