Falling ((apart))

Ripped apart at my seams,
watch as my dreams turn to ash.
Lovely failure represented,
just waiting for that one last crash.

Scream out against safety
and believe in those lies,
but know that they're false
when i close my eyes.

And I hate everything in this stupid moment
where the world freezes and I'm too scared.
Breath crashes out in this anti-climax;
rewind to see pain and tears paired.

But now I won't cry,
and I won't scream
because you wouldn't understand
what I mean.