All Alone

Just a little, too late.
Too many, big mistakes.
Tiny lies, broken ties.
Unspoken words, that need to be heard.

All alone, feelings unknown.
Can't describe, what I feel inside.
My heart's shattered, but to you it doesn't matter.
I've been deceived, you've betrayed me.

I try to sleep, but your voice I hear speak.
It's all a blurr, my lessons learned.
I try to cope, but not much hope.
I sink so deep, for your love that's within reach.

The tears I shed, seem to never end.
Our love combined, turned into rough times.
I sit at the ocean's shore, alone just like before.
Thinking your love was true, I continued to stand by you.

I gaze up at the ceiling, trying to understand what my heart is feeling.
Extremely stressed, but from you I get no tenderness.
I see through your eyes, all your infinite lies.
But your love I yearn for, and desire forever more.

My mind races, and my heart skips at fast paces.
My blood pumps through my veins, as my heart beats your name.
Wanting to sleep I shut my eyes, but even through closed eyes, I cry.
But your face is all I see, because you are all I dream.

I want the damage to heal, and my pain I want you to feel.
My heart's still broken, and your words you have spoken.
You've made it clear, as you watch me stand there and cry my tears.
Now your words mean nothing at all, because you'll no longer be there to catch me when I fall.

this poem i wrote from my heart. i didn't care if it made sense or not. i just needed to write. so please tell me what you think. thanks!

-Ashlei.