Love Elevator

One minute you need me u want me and u love me

Next minute you're contemplating if u want nothing of me

On going motions of your feelings

Never concrete on your decisions

What do u expect me to do?

U expect me to jus except it

And wait on u

For the next time this love elevator goes up

And if it goes down

Where I don't wanna go

I'm posed to jus sit around and be ok with it

And except it

Put up with your daily shit

24 hours

7 days a week

And still...at the end of the trip

You want me to believe that this

Is LOVE?

U love me

Are u blind can you not see what your actions are doing to me?

Ur breaking me apart slowly

And pretty soon there will be nothing left of ma heart

And I'll become exanimate

I'm telling you I just can't stand it

When I'm up u have me on cloud 9

Thinking everything is jus fine

But sooner or later u break ma heart again

And I'm left to cry

And there's nothing left between us but space and time

And all I could do is rewind and try to figure out what I did wrong

But when I take a step back I realize that it wasn't worth it

Do u ask you if it's worth it?

If u love me and value my thoughts and my heart would u spend so much time hurting it?

Damaging it

Burning it

If my heart what's yours?

Its like u used to play with a new toy

But now its getting old do u so u throw it roughly

And damage it

Up and down all over the room

Is that what my heart means to u?

Are u tired of me?

Are we not what we used to be?

Cause if it is then jus be real with me

And stop coming to me saying some excuse about you've been thinking bout stuff

And u needa talk

Talk about what?

Y didn't u talk before?

Is this what love is for

If it is then I don't wanna be in love

Love and done nothing good for me

All its done is made me wish and dream

That one day my feelings would some day cease

But they wont there stuck

Someone where between my heart and my emotions

That u continue to play with

Love me today done with me tomorrow

I'm Sorry the crooked path u walk on is something that I just can't follow

Cuz somewhere along the line I'm gonna get lost

And lose myself

Which I'm already half way there

And thankful that I have my friends for help

Just because I made a few mistakes in our relationship

U wanna put this on hold?

Are u serious?

2 years down the drain because of this stupid shit

After all the times I took u back after the crap u did to me

The tables finally turn and this is how you repay me?

Well I got news of u I'm tired of this up and down up and down shit

I don't even care no more

And don't be worry it'll be hard but some day I'll recover from my motion sickness

~MoNiE~