What would you think of me if I chose to leave?
Would you even notice if I vanished and was gone?
Would you be happy I wouldnt be a problem anymore?
Would you be glad you'd only have a son?
If I left tonight, for good, would you finally smile?
One less mouth to feed, one less person to worry you
A quieter house, and one extra room to use
You could even sell my stuff to get more money too
Would you go looking for me in the rain and the snow?
Would you try and point the blame on mom?
Would you care if you awoke and I was not here?
Or pretend you knew this would happen all along?
I can't help but wonder these things in my mind
I keep thinking you just dont want me around
We live together as strangers in this empty house
And sometimes I feel it would be better underground
So what else can I do to make things right?
Would everyone just be better off without me?
If this is the case, then maybe my time has come
Maybe, my eyes are finally open and I can now see
