I did this poem on April second the day my dad died but i just found it but i hope you enjoy ^__^
seeing a black vortex in my head
because right now you are just a memory
every things gone wrong since you've been dead
thanks allot dad, because now the ocean is your cemetery
if i could only go back in time
if only i could make things right
i wouldn't care what we did that night
but if only i could go back in time
but i can't
i wish you would give me a chance
but i don't know what happened to you since 2005
that's were i went wrong because that was the last time i saw you alive
hey mom, what's going on
it's been three years and daddy's still gone
hey mom, tell me what's wrong please
i know i never really liked god, but now I'm on my knee's
hey mom, i see you crying in your in your bed, why should you cry, you said he wasn't dead
if i only could go back in time
three years ago before this night
i would do anything to make things right
but you are my past and I'm living in the future and i couldn't do it anyway because i can't travel back in time