Unfinished and Unamed.

As hours turn to days
You're still not here again
Holding my hand just as you should
And I know I shouldn't be expecting

Anything from you anymore
Because according to you I've let you down
Too many times before
And I'll keep letting you down now

I thought maybe you'd try for us
Maybe you'd stay
Give us the benefit of the doubt
And I've been trying, I promise

That I've been turning from everything
You hated once before
But I can't give you everything you want
Or my happiness will be destroyed

And you just don't care anymore
You just want me where you
Want me to be but
I'm walking away this time

I'm sorry, it's what I have to do
To keep my sanity
I hope that you will understand
That just as you turned your face

Now too, will I turn mine
From you and who you want me to be
Believe me mum, I tried
But nothing could ever please you

Nothing I could do would ever
Make you proud of me

*Not very good and never going to be finished. Comments would be appreciated anyway.