Isn't it worse when someone leave you without farewell? When he leave you with question "Will we ever meet again?" Isn't it worse?
Right that he did to me...He left me without farewell...without that embrace for end...
I watched him for so long...
I thought about him whole the time...
Oh,how many tears fell down my cheeks...
Cause I knew...I knew that someday this will happen and he will leave me...
I don't even know how can I describe feeling when he looked in my eyes...
I still remember those eyes...Blue like a sky...
And now I'm asking myself...
How can I love someone who doesn't even know that I exist?
He doesn't know how much times the question "Why is he so perfect?" went through my
mind...
How is this possible?
Is this normal?
I don't know...I just know that I still love him with all my heart...
Sometimes my friend ask me "Are you still thinking about him?"
I'm afraid to tell the truth...
I can conceal from others...but from myself I can't...
And now...when I look in the mirror HE is all I can see...
There's nothing more left of me...just inane and fog...
I wish I can turn back time...
I wish I can still watch him standing in corner and saying myself "I wish I know what he's thinking about"
I was afraid of answer on that question too...
