She Keeps Me Alive

I take out the knife
And look at the sharp blade
I take out the cigarette
And look at how its made

I slide the knife along my skin
And wait for the sharp pain
I take a drag from the cigarette
And wish for more cocaine

But then I remember her
And put the knife down
But then I remember her
And put the cig on the ground

I love her way too much
And don't want her to go
I've had my heart ripped to pieces
And I've tried to say no

I take out the knife
And look at the sharp blade
I take out the cigarette
And look at how its made
I see her beautiful face
And they both begin to fade