I don't want to admit it,
but i may have to,
it has become my only control,
i'm scared but i have to face it,
it's become my lifestyle,
those around me see what's going on,
but they aren't sure,
it's the only thing i have a say in anymore,
they see the weight change,
but they don't suspect,
it's too late,
they are concerned,
but i can't change.
