What you dont know
Is my pain hiden by my smile
What you dont know is how my life was like a child
The yelling and screaming
The fighting and leaving
Hiding in the corner crying
I would wait till my dad got home
Sometimes so drunk he could not answer his phone
As he walked up the step i would wait to get a hug before bed
He wuld pass me by to got to sleep
But in the corner i would weep
So sad
So weak
To god id speak
Why did i get a home like this
The yelling and screaming is not bliss
I never understood
But the girl i was
Grew so strong
And one thing her kids wont say is
God why did i get a home like this?
