One out of the three

Three things that i am scared of:
1.Being like my mother.
2.Not finding love.
3.Death

The one I'm really scared of is DEATH......

When i die will people remember me or the things that i did?
Will people grieve because i am no longer here?
When i die will the one that i love, hate me because i told him i would never hurt him?
Why does this thing called DEATH keeps me up at
night in fear?
Why is this five letter word so dear to me?
Because I'm always wonder if he is there or if he is near?
He puts so much fear in my heart that i feel like
i cant take another breath of air.
Why do i always feel like i just want to get it over with, but i cant.
Is it because i cant picture my LIFE coming to an END.
Or is it just me being selfish and not letting another IN.

by:Toddneisha Wallace