That guy that i loved so much,
is finally letting me go,
that's not what i was hoping for,
wonting to hold on to him for as long as i can,
loosing him was the biggest mistake of my life,
no knowing if i will find that one again,
if only he realized how much he still means to me,
if he knew that i still love him,
well he does but its just not enough,
wanting him to be my first real kiss,
my first real love,
my first time,
loosing him has been the biggest loss in my life,
he has given me another chance to as he says "put out"
but thats not what i could love,
thats what i call using,
not loving you for you,
but loving you for what you do with him,
although my love for him is so strong,
i guess that it will never be enough....
to have him back in my arms,
