Depression of darkness

The depression of sadness
That no one can understand your feelings
It’s like the feelings of debunk and fallacy.
The depression of tears and pain in the heart
It’s too difficult to cure it.
Life sometimes is to live and find true happiness
But for me it’s too difficult to understand.
I have always pray for God to help me
To give the straight to not too my cut my vain,
Not let me go to a bad step.
Because my situation is to serious
No one could help me about my past
No matter how many time I try to forget it
Its stills comes back in my mind
I feel more and more useless about my self
That’s why I have depression