Through my eyes I have beaten and abused,
But the worst one was when I was used.
Just to be humiliated in front of a loved one.
It hurt. And after I thought that was done,
Something worse just had to happen to me.
My aunt tells me your uncle and me no longer be.
That the two split. I think it tore me to shit.
Never wanted one of the to to occur cause,
I'm hurt talkin to the two best there ever was.
Plus I missed the girl of my life.
She is her. The DJ's ex-wife.
So yeah you can say my life is falling apart.
Everyone tearing out there own peice of my heart.
Vonerable right now, feeling the most pain
That I can substain. The most ngative gain.
Cause I strain daily but it's cought up wit me.
These sights at night I wish I never had to see.
But he says everything doesnt happen just to happen.
There is a reason. To hurt me in my rappin.
Usually I would be partying right now but the is serious.
All this got me trembliung and delirious.
I believe it is my Responcibilty to order peace
In the moment I guess. But yet this has to cease.
But everytime I try, its just starts to increase.
Please. I dont want to start re livin
What I had to witness last night in the Vision.
