Hey dude its not love I went to the same thing my x-girlfriend cheated on me and i was dum enough to forgive I stay with her for 4 years man I was scared of her breaking my heart but the only thing I could do is let her hurt me while I stand there watching her.Her friends would tell me alot of bad thing and I would ask her and she would tell me there just jelious and Sometimes the most beautiful things in life are bad. You just got to find the person that makes you happy not most the time..

It's not love. totally fake. you sound like such an amazing guy with so much love to offer. she doesn't deserve you. you find a girl that is true to you. im sorry you had to go through that hun.