The Hardest Thing

Playing quoy,
Using me as your toy.

Watching you with her,
My eyes going a blur.

Long nights under the stars,
Losing myself in your arms.

Goodnight kisses, long time misses.

Fighting because you don't care,
a dwindling relationship in the air.

Turn my head,
not to listen , instead.

Let you play me,
watch you hurt me.
Hearing you say " i have no time for you right now"
then coming as close as you alow.

The hardest thing to do, is ignore you.
The hardest thing to say, is i don't want you to stay.
The hardest thing to see, is your back walking away.
The hardest thing for me, is to see.

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hardest thing for a girl to do, is let go of someone you truely care about, because even though you know they won't change, they just don't treat you right.
This is to the boy i just can't seem to let go.