My true love

The phone rings but it isn't you, how you are doing....i haven't a clue.
you turned 18 and wanted to go away so you went off to fight never saying good bye.
now i wait in anticipation for a call or email of verification.
still it hasnt come so i must wait here anxious,hoping you are alive and well.
trying not to think of the worst but its hard to do when still i havent heard from you.
my only regret is that i didn't tell you how i feel,not telling you that i love you and always will.