Wait and wish

Built up and torn down,
Messed up and flipped around.
I dont know what to do.
Not a single clue.

I thought you were gonna love me
Once more but your above thee.
So I say this message to you here.
I'm waiting for my shot. True dear.

Even if it takes a life time,
I'll still miss you despite the rhyme.
Till then I guess I gotta straight this.
By two things. Just wait and wish.