I Tell Myself

You let me go today
With a smile, am I suppose to say goodbye?
I can barely breath
It feels like any moment now I'll fall and die

I tell myself I'll be okay
Even when our song plays on the radio
The memories will rush back
I will bury them so deep, no one will be able to know

My heart still knows how to beat
My lungs can barely give out air
My vision still gets a bit blurry
Whenever I feel your presence is near

Inside, I am falling and staggering
Crying like there is no tomorrow
Feeling like this is it
I won't take anymore sorrow

I tell myself I'll be okay
I won't let you see a tear escape these eyes
To show you I can still be happy
Although everything in me slowly dies

I tell myself I'll be okay
To keep going and don't give in to love
Even when everything feels wrong
Even when I can barely breath when I hear our song