I eased my pain in this red abyss,the stars did not shine in thier beautiful bliss.It was so dark,so cold but the further I fell the better I felt.They say no pain no gain and with this excrusiating pain I gained myself freedom,if only for just a little while.
Oh how I hurt afraid and alone.But then the clouds came down upon me and i felt the rain and the new hurt and pain was enlightening because this pain came from me instead of anyone else.
The sun came out brightly and burnt my eyes so i blocked it once more in a burgundy sheeth. It hurt me anymore, as i had let it once before. all this time i was alone but I helped me find a part of myself.
I get so happy when it rains how good it feels to feel my pain. I brought it on myself so i feel me...dark and lonely me.
