I really dont know anymore

Know matter what happens in life you were the best and everyone will miss u.. you made everyone smile I don't think I ever saw you walking around without a smile on your face your amazing in every single way and I miss you ALOT I cant stop thinking about you I cry every time I hear your name and everything I still cant believe this is true that your really gone I cant imagine it I don't want it to be true,

I love you Alex Dylan Lyskawa Forever and Always
R.I.P 5-26-06

Not really a poem just something i wrote. I don't know what to do hes always on my mind anyone who knows how this feels please message me i need the help thank you