I'm Sorry - Suicide

My wrists are sighing
and i am crying
i am dying
behind these eyes
my heart is breaking
my life is shaken
my pain is overtaking
so ill fake the smile

and ill try to keep myself clean
but the power of temptation
oh shiny shiny razorblade
who has no name
save me; kill me...

these feelings
I blame on you
these memories
They do show through

Pledge myself with guilt
Conciounce be filled
I will kill myself tonight
Drugged and pilled

How do I tell her I'm sorry?